Beginning the free-form journey, forsaking the hook, and longing for those soft ropes
crochet and dread tools recovery
when i talked to you yesterday i thought you were a guy, but no your 1 of the most beautiful women (inner and outer) I've met! actually your smile is exactly like someone i shoulda married (we lost touch for years but always loved eachother fiercely , then reconnected 3 months after she got married..dammit)
anyway looked at your pics they are certainly crocheted tight!
that will make recovery take a fairly longtime however conditioning to loosen them will speed up recovery
if you feel strongly in your heart that you should start over then that's what you should do
lets talk more privately though about it, the little i know about you leads me to think you maybe happier starting over but i don't know anything about the professional side of you ..or just how black your soles are (and the rest of your spiritual/hippie side)