Is there anyone else who takes out frustration on themselves?
@john-taylor
12 years ago
8 posts
updated by @john-taylor: 02/14/15 12:13:31PM
@john-taylor
12 years ago
8 posts
@soaring-eagle
12 years ago
29,640 posts
ha what?
dont most preist believe breathings a sin? everything u do is a sin?
did u go and tell the preist u feel bad cause u cut your locks and he told u to go aay maybe connfessing to the preist is useless but here you will get the understanding and support u need
just let youir hair grow let it dread as it grows
and swear to never cut it again..
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My new book Ban The Taboo Vol 1
@john-taylor
12 years ago
8 posts
@soaring-eagle
12 years ago
29,640 posts
let the natu5al dread journey be a healing meditation
you said you crochetted daily?
you realize they wouldnt have lasted another month anyways right? you were doing an insane ammo0unt of harm like a cutter carving at their flesh trying to controll the tears they never let flow you were agressively..violently trying to force dreads knowing dreading was the salvation but going about it all wrong
you got to let go
a cutter can stop the bleeding with tears by just letting out the emotions they try so hard to control
you can stop the agression by letting go let go of the need to contri]ol
dont violently stab at your hair...let youir hair go wild..uncontrolled
this is 7youir healling
when you feel the ned to "fix" it close your eyes empty your mind and just let it go..
cutters and control freaks tend to also suffer from a pressure to be perfect
anything else makes them feel like a total failure to the point where theyd rather die then let others down who hold unrealistic expectations
you demonstrate an unrealistic expectatioin of having perfect dreads in 4 months hence the daily struggle to acheive perfection
that struggles killing you and your dreads and myusrtt be let go
today..you stop that u give up the hook the comb even the mirror
your dreads just are..
you dont see them ..u dont look in the mirror for all you know they never were cut
they have no imperfections needing fixing
they dont bneed to be touched at all nor thought aboiut
(ok u should wash and seperate as needed thats all that u do by feel not sight)
you will not look at them for an entire year
when you next see them you will really feel gratification and acheivement
u reached a natural perfection without having to do anything at all
no stress
no guilt
no agressiveness
--
My new book Ban The Taboo Vol 1
@john-taylor
12 years ago
8 posts
@soaring-eagle
12 years ago
29,640 posts
i sorta suspected but wasnt my place to reveal that but since u felt ok revealling it there aeealot of paralels
and letting go will help u all around as a person
--
My new book Ban The Taboo Vol 1
@john-taylor
12 years ago
8 posts