Well, around this time my dreads would have been just about 8 months going neglect, and damn were they looking awesome. But a few weeks ago I made such a terrible decision cutting them off from some problems I was going through. I'm not even sure the point in writing this because of how suck the situation is to me, just felt like this was the obvious place to do so.
So, I cut them off around 2 weeks ago, not even knowing the real reason on doing so. I have severe anxiety and post traumatic stress disorder on top of depression, and wasn't aware of how bad that was until those few weeks ago where I literally thought I was dying on top of the symptoms making me think so all caused from mental, and before going to the doctors is when I cut something that was becoming such a personal importance to me...
I'm having a hard time dealing with this actually, because from all this stress and anxiety that I've had over the years my hairline has receded so bad and thinning out in some areas, and I'm only 21. I'm not meaning to complain to any of you, it's just I'm having an extremely hard time having the shortest hair I've ever had in my life and knowing that I probably cant grow them back from the way my hair is going. I just don't know how to move on from this at the moment lol... Just time I suppose.
Peace and love.
updated by @anthony: 02/14/15 09:58:28AM