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Cthulu
@cthulu
12/19/11 10:35:52AM
3 posts

I am Lost


Alternative Lifestyles and Subcultures

Thank you all. I've gotten some good advices. I havent decided what i will do when the summer comes yet. But you all have helped me.

Cthulu
@cthulu
12/17/11 05:41:48PM
3 posts

I am Lost


Alternative Lifestyles and Subcultures

Yea I've thought of travelling south.

The thing is i've never even had a girlfriend. This makes me belive things will stay that way.

So that makes me wonder why i should be busting my ass everyday for a life of nothing. That will suck me into a black hole and i will feel worse the longer the time goes, is my guess.

I'd like to find a job where it lets me be free and i've been looking for that for quite a while but with no luck.

I live in a rather small town (We got internet but no skyscrapers :) )

As i said the unemployment rates for young people here are very high. The avaible jobs you can get rather quickly is jobs such as mcdonalds.

Maybe i'll wander the coast and when the autmn gets here i will travel south. If i find no other solution.

Cthulu
@cthulu
12/17/11 05:16:07PM
3 posts

I am Lost


Alternative Lifestyles and Subcultures

Okey so right now i'm studying my last year. In the summer i'm finished with school. I'm also gonna be homless at that time. I dont know where to go. the unemployment rates for young people are very high here. I might be able to get a job at Mcdonalds or something. But i dont see any reason why i should work, eat, watch some tv, sleep and then go up to work again. A long time ago something happend to me wich caused social phobia. While i've got most of that part away and dreads being one thing that helped me there, not care what other people think of me. It left some scars. My social skills sucks. Realising this, i belive i will never meet a life partner. I've always thought the point of life is to meet someone you love and will share your life with. I've been working every summer break for 4 years back. But now realising all this i dont find a point to get a job after i finish school. I thought a bit of traveling around with a tent. This might work in the summer but when the winter comes there will be -10 degrees celcius. Wich will make me freeze to death without heat.

I'm sorry if i've posted in the wrong section but i like the people on this site and i hope someone can share their experiences or give me some tips.


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