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yoursubconsciousseems to be dying for you to wake the fugg up.
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And you can love the hell out of the universe and still be unaware of the various influences it has on everyday life. We would not have to go back and forth like this if you would allow yourself to just open up to it man. You obsever the universe as some external force when it is all internal...shit was that too pretentious for you buddy?
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And yeah, I can easily UNDERSTAND how some of the things I say seempretentiousto your golf ball sizedConsciousness.
Heres another one for you..I think I have said it to you before, which im surprised you remembered anyway, as it seems nothing thats said to you gets past the monitor.
"If you have a golf ball sizedconsciousness, you will have a golf ball sized understanding." which elaborates perfectly, the need for this ENTIRE conversation 
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"You've shut yourself into the world of mysticism and magic.Realityis awesome enough." The sad fact of the matter is, and what we have been trying to get through to you is that you ARE only aware of "reality", in fact, the realty you claim to know and be so comfortable in is only the tip of the iceberg. No, I am aware of multiple realities, it is more than what you claim it to be. quit selling yourself short.
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You merely prove to yourself and everyone else how shut off you are man. All I hear is your ego screaming, saying your shut off from the universe, are unaware of your owninherentabilities, and deny what makes you human. I feel for you man, as I do the rest of Humanity who is in the same slumber as you. You have Love coming to you man. Much Love.
Remember, the ego screams, while the high self whispers.
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im going to stop at "time and science will tell." if that is all you have to go off of, you are missing out on the grander picture man. Sorry.
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Wow this is still going on...Kelly, really man, I cannot stand to see someone dig themselves such a deep hole. But you are exactly right! Being in Spirit, or simply realizing it, is crazy. At least from a societal standpoint, because its what we have been programmed to dismiss anddisregard. Kindle your connection with nature, to include the Sun. I really hope someday we can see eye to eye my friend. SE can provide you with so many legitimate examples because hes been around and knows many people with whom hes shared experiences with, not to mention the fact that hes in tune with hes heart center, which does not confuse you but allows you to KNOW.
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That is why I care not to explain, I can recommend, but you must learn on your own as I did coming to realizations without anyone elses influence. Giving explanation would only lead to it being picked apart by someone again. Tried that a couple times already...ask the universe and you shall receive, and I cannot think of a closer connection to that than through the Sun. I was in chronic pain a few weeks ago myself.