Confusion and then next chapter of this journey.
I'm feel a little sad. I have a few weddings coming up this year and my own in October 2015. And I have this heavy feeling of combing out my dreams, which are now About a year and a half old. I don't feel completely whole with this set as I did with my last set but yet at the same time I truly truly love them feel they are my true self. But the connection with this set to my soul feels a little off. They are finally getting longer. And now I just want to brush them all out. Be a little "normal" for those forever photos and make my grandmother happy on my own wedding day. She is from the old country and has very old ideas. And when she talks to me about them makes me feel the worst I have ever felt. And with this missing soul connection to my lovely dreads. I believe this journey has met it's end for now. After my wedding I do believe I am going to try the natural method to begin my next set. That's always a plus. I have always back combed them and let them go I their own. Next time I want to see what my hair decides for itself. And so the journey Contines.
updated by @Coloursnrainbows: 02/14/15 03:52:23AM