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feelin kinda down today..... :/
It's sure been an interesting couple of weeks! I had to move back home because my hours got cut and I couldn't paymy bills anymore. Now that I'm back to living with my ultra conservative small town family, it's like I'm an outcast! all because I've got tattoos and piercings and of course dreads. Every day it's "I wish you'd just cut those things off" and "You look like you got hit by a car" or "oh God, take that thing out of your nose, its disgusting." And the guys I've dated seem to be freaked out by these things too. So I'm just taking a break from dating for now.
I drive my beloved "hippie mobile" and sometimes people see it and say things like "take a bath, you hippie!" or "get a job, you bum!" I have 2 jobs. I guess I'm just sick of the judgement!
Sometimes I just with I had more people like me to hang out with
But without darkness, there would be no light, So I'm just trying to keep my head up and move past the stares the the judgmental comments.
Someday I know things will get better
be the light that dispells the darkness shine your personality take the insults and return a smile and beam love at them tell them their politivcs might disgust you but you dont shove their faces in it like you do with a dog that shits on the floor
it sounds like a hell hole of a town tho
so if your working 2 jobs save sac-=ve save and get the hell outta there asap
oh and go to the gathering for some good ol unconditional love and acceptence 1 gatghering a year can recharge u and get ya through the year
actualy if they yell take a batvch ya hippie yell back ok start stripping down naked right there on the street then yell back whens it going to rain next? while looking wt the sky waiting for the rain