My Fiance Is Leaving Me...
General Talk
Hey, I know I'm young. I mean I'm only 15 but me and my boyfriend have also been dating for 2 years. A couple of months ago he left me for the first time. I know your pain. It is infact the worst pain. You don't where to go, what to do next, You wonder why they don't want you anymore and you think it's all your fault. It's really hard. I remember crying and screaming, I had nightmares where he would leave me. All I did was cry, scream and hold myself 24/7.they say music helps, or talking to someone. But in the end none of it really helps and at the end of the day there's still an empty pit in your chest. I'm not going to tell you that you'll find some new amazing girl that will love you and be everything you want, Because I know all you probably want is the girl who just said see you later. As a female, who's been in a relationship for 2 years, I know how hard it can be. Girls can get confused sometimes. But don't give in. Don't call her. Let her know that you still want her back, but don't tell her all of the time. Let her call you, let her email you or whatever. She may just need her space.I know that after being together for 2 years shes not just going to say bye and be gone like that. Don't think she wont miss you like hell. don't think she wont want you back. She will. Trust me I know for a fact, I help people with relationship problems on a daily basis and It's happend to me personally. I left the guy I'm with now for another guy. at the time me and him had been dating for almost a year. I left him for 2 months, I really wanted him to leave me alone and I HATED his guts, At times I wish he would of just let me go. So i was with this new guy and boy did he blow me away. He was everything I wanted in a man. But you know how they say some things are to good to be true? well that statement was true. It was like things were totally aligned. I started having feeling for my ex again and the dream guy I was with cheated on me. After 2 months I relized who I really wanted to be with and it was my ex boyfriend so we go back together. And I cry all the time because I hurt the one person who never stopped loving me even though I put him through the worst pain of his life. Maybe sometime soon she'll relize what an amazing guy she lost and she might come crawling back. just as I did. I can't tell you that she will,for a fact, come back. But when my boyfriend recently left me,that's what got me by, The hope that someday he'd want me again, he'd love me again. And in a way the devil on my shoulder was telling me that it was his loss because I'm a beautiful complex person that deserved better then an asshole who hurt me. He did come back, I quit answering his phone calls and didnt tell him a damn thing about anything. I completely shut him out and it drove him crazy. He came back within a few days. It's been 3 months since he left me and it still hurts, Were still facing problems but he's still mine. I really hope that things fall together for you with or without her. Sometimes things fall apart so better things can fall in place. And it always gets worse before it gets any better. Keep your head up and look to the brother above to guide you through the hard times weather you believe in him or not, Praying wouldn't hurt anything. I'm here if you want to talk or even just vent. I know your feeling alone right now but there are a bunch of people feeling alone right now, so in a way were all in it together, your never really alone. Bless you brother. Keep fighting the pain. You'll make it through I pinky promise.
