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I just updated my profile and wanted to share what I wrote.I just want to say that dreading my hair has been the best decision I have ever made. I have spent countless hours over the past 9 or so years of my life infront of the mirror and filling my head with mainstream beauty nonsense and beating myself up inside because I didn't look like the girls in the magazines. After attending yoga teacher training I realized that I put way to much into my looks and caring about what other people think. I realized I needed to let that part of myself go if I ever wanted to be happy just being me and focus more on loving the Universal spirit that is within and without. I tried to just have the mind set of that but my old habits of getting ready, using hot irons, wanting that perfect layered haircut and negative self conciousness weren't going to go away on their own, so dreading seemed like the perfect option. Something that I had to fully commit to that I couldnt really go back on easily. Well its working. I spend almost zero minutes infront of the mirror obsessing about how I look, I wear little to no makeup and I am more comfortable with myself than I have ever been. That isn't to say I haven't had any freak out moments wondering Oh my gosh! I traded beautiful silky sexy long hair for knots! But those moments don't last long once I contemplate the superficial egotistical truth of that thought. I am so thankful for finding this site and I'm so thankful I can live my life fully instead of living it infront of the mirror.
updated by @sarai: 01/13/15 09:36:25PM