the way my locks make me feel
Dreadlocks Journey Emotional Support
idk about you guys, but everytime i glance in a mirror i get a distinct feeling. Most often it's a feeling of accomplishment for doing less than people who typically feel discouraged,or have the need to conform. and then other times when i just feel around my head and am greeted by these full natural soft and happy dreads it's like i'm being exposed to a feeling that people who haven't began their journey yet would NEVER understand. it's almost like having a companion along for the ride with you. your dreads are always there to back you up, state your point, reinforce yourcommitmentto the things you believe in, and most of all give you the mostindestructiblesense of self that i personally have ever stumbled upon. when i began allowing my hair to dread i just wanted to do it. i had grown my hair long as fuck, i had enjoyed it, i had cut it. all the options. until the final one that had always been placed sort of in a grey area between looked down upon and taboo. and honestly, that's the most rewarding grey area i've ever happily fit into. i have never been the patient type. but somewhere along my embarking upon this experience, i have developed an almost unnatural degree of acceptance and flexibility with things that i would normally essentially obsess over due to my anxiety and ocd. sorry to rant, but i just felt like i had to attempt to put into words how my personal journey has helped me even in just these few short months. not to mention how glad i am to have had access to such an immensely helpful source of information and advice as the dreadlockssite. without the support and reassurance from all of you guys and just being able to peruse through different discussions ranging from literally any topic i could think of to why my scalp itches and how i can fix it. just thanks. =]
updated by @bksensiurway: 01/13/15 09:16:10PM