I guess it is bound to happen to the best of us at the worst of times.
I'm beginning to seriously question my dreads.
I get negative feedback on them constantly now ... i don't care who you are, eventually that shit starts to wear you down. -
and since they have recently been getting extremely unruly i'm starting to look at them differently too.
loose hair is sprouting from my scalp, and working out of my dreads more every day. my dreads are kongoing faster than i can keep them apart. i've been leaving them alone and keeping them clean but the roots arent doing much to keep the process going and i am beginning to wonder that maybe i don't have the right hair for this, or something.
my personal life is a haze of uncertainty, fear and depression and a dark cloud has descended on my spirit.
i am trying very hard to resist and stay positive, and keep my focus from my outer appearance, but it is getting difficult.
sometimes i wonder if my dreads have been simply an outward manifestation of how i feel internally...disorganized, chaotic,..and..well...unwelcoming.
not sure what to do, really. but im gonna try and wait before i make any moves, as i know a LOT is going on in the world at the moment, and i tend to be an individual who soaks things up.
i need roots. thats for sure. just questioning...