Blair: "It also made me realize that I didnt need to take any crap from my controlling boyfriend. He hated that I finally stood up for myself and I did something he told me not to do. Sad right? Our relationship will be ending soon, and I'm happy to say I'm not sad about it at all."
You go, girl! You don't need anyone else controlling you; you're capable of controlling yourself. My husband and I have really had it out a few times over my hair, too. He's settled down a great deal but yeah, I can see relationships ending because of hair. Yes, it is sad.
I read something interesting in an old psychotherapy book last week, I just grabbed it off the library shelf and started reading it so I don't remember the name of it but it was quite enlightening. It described controlling behavior as the controller seeing the person they are trying to control as 'acting out against their actual selves. Except in this case the actual person isn't who the controller really is.' The controller builds up this ideal image in their mind of who they think you are and what you should be and when you disagree with anything at all they act as though you don't know yourself, thus making you insecure!
But we DO know ourselves. WE live in our own skins, they do not. So if someone you love doesn't seem to listen to you and always thinks they know what is best for you and you don't know anything-- that's what's going on. You're an idealized doll in their mind and when you 'act out' they feel like they're trying to protect you. But really all they're doing is protecting the image THEY have of you in their mind because that's what they need you to be, for THEIR sake, not yours. When they try to dictate your every move and mood then you know they're thinking of the doll-like image in their mind- not YOU. They're not talking to YOU anymore, they're talking to the doll.
Dreadlocks are definitely freeing in this regard because you're letting your outside show what's on the inside. Nobody is perfectly smooth and frizz-free on the inside; we're all chaotic creatures of whim and desire.