I've been giving myself a few hours each day where all I do is sit and listen to the music we shared and look thru photos or just let the memories of us flood over me. It is getting easier but I know I still have alot of healing to do. It's just now starting to sink in that I will never see him,hold him,hear him laugh again. But the memories I have are very dear to me. He was a very vibrant, loving, amazing person and it just doesn't feel right at all with him gone. Roxanne Berg said:
updated by @honeybee: 07/09/15 11:52:46PM
I'm so sorry this happened. My advice, for what it's worth, is when you begin to go into a funk consciously make a decision to think of good times and memories. The good times are what will get you through. Also, it is cliche but absolutely true, that it will get easier. Time is the great healer. Too, opening up to your friends so that we can help support you is a great step.