Because I live in b.f.e and have no friends i spend all my days home alone with nothing to do but sleep. I want to be more active.. But there isn't anything to do. And right now I don't have the money or creativity for arts and crafts.. Honestly being so alone all the time has made me very depressed and I just want to drop everything and walk forever until I find my destination but that's unrealistic. So I just sleep...Any ideas?I'm 18 and I feel as if I'm almost 30.Maybe I just needed to vent this because nobody seems to be listening..
updated by @moon-child: 01/13/15 10:05:31PM
Ideas.
go to some rainbiw gatherings
talk to me more often
whats bfe its not unrealistic to walk forever tillu find your place but might not be totalry safe either so start with rainbow gatherings
dont be alone dont sleep away the day go outin the woods howl at the moon be with nature be with yourself ..not alone..with you..theres a diferencve..
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My new book Ban The Taboo Vol 1
B.f.e - bum frick Egypt.. Out the middle of no where if you will. I want to run through the woods but it's too dangerous says my land lord/ grandmother. So I'm not aloud.. Where could I find a rainbow gathering around here? I'm very interested in finding one but they seem to be way more than an arm stretch away.This isn't in offense to any one, but I'm not confident enough in myself to approach a conversation first I feel like I'm taking away from their time, besides I never usually have any thing to talk about. Even when I need help in a store I'm weary to ask.I want to learn to love myself.. That's why I chose to get dreads. Maybe it would help show me that not every thing is perfect but everything has it's own beauty and every thing needs love to grow..
they are always far from everything and everywhere abnd u gotta make the journey okill message yiou
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My new book Ban The Taboo Vol 1
It's difficult I feel... Locked here.. Caged. I'm not free.. And I have no means of transportation.
I only know six poses.. and at first.. I felt it.. in my core I felt it.. but now.. I don't know I think it's because I'm constantly letting my focus wander..
Oh my goodness.. Could you give me a link?!
