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today i was at the grocery store and we were leaving and this older lady won a teddy bear out of one of those toy machines and gave it to gauge on our way out. i just thought this was so nice of her and i was greatful for it too. just a small act of kindness made my whole day. :o)

today i was at the grocery store and we were leaving and this older lady won a teddy bear out of one of those toy machines and gave it to gauge on our way out. i just thought this was so nice of her and i was greatful for it too. just a small act of kindness made my whole day. :o)

So i had a really disturbing dream last night. I was in some river and I looked up at the night sky and there was this astronomically large black circle just taking up like 30 percent of the night sky. I remember hearing it was like some portal or something, activated by some other lifeforce out there. It was truly a terrifying site, and each time I looked at it just fell to the grond and started bugging out. This probably has something to do with my astrophobia, and fear of large astronomical bodies just manifesting in the sky. The sight of this black spot in the sky was just disgusting, and I couldn't figure out how to process this concept. I've always wondered what would happen to the human mind if something like a giant image just instantly took up the whole night sky, or if the whole sky just started sparkling and shifting shape and form right before our eyes, and if we as humans could handle it. I've always wondered what that feeling would be like, and I now know to some degree what it would be like. Yes, I am weird.

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its official this coming summer my hubby son and i are all going to move to indiana around lowell. i really cant wait. its like a new beginning in a new place. i have heard that ohio is one of the most judgemental places so im hoping this might be a little better. i mean everyone has their good ppl and bad ppl though. im just glad that johns family out there are willing to help me out by watching gauge while john and i both can get a job. its important to me to not make my hubby feel like hes responsible ofr everything especially since hes going to college too, this way i can help with working and maybe take a load off his shoulders. anything for my family. i mean itll be an adjustment not being around gauge all day long by myself but i do think itll be for the better. plus my son will get to know his other more open side of the family. jihns mom is alot like me in the whole eat healthy stay healthy ideal. im just really excited about it and i thought id share.

ive had my dreads for some time nowbut i really want to know some of the ways you tie up your dreadlocks???

WHAT DO MI WASH MI HAIR WITH TO RID THE OILS FROM MI HAIR ...... MI GET THE IDEA OF NO WAX ..... ALOE AND SEA SALT IS THE TWO BEST TINGS FI MI HAIR .... BUT MI WAN FI KNO WHEN MI BAAK COMBB ALL MII LOCKS AND THEY ARE IN PLACE ... HOW LONG SHOULD MI WAIT B 4 MI WASH DEM TING AGAIN??ANY TIP PLZZZZZ???

I recently got caught with marijuana from my mom the day i was going to tell her i smoke. she was soooooo pissed i couldn't believe it. it has been two weeks since my last toke and i admit i miss everything about it from the way i felt, my increased artistic talents, the way i thought differently and saw things differently. ahh i miss it. i think the main reason she was angry was because it is illegal and that make me wonder why exactly it is illegal. i did a little research and it is less harmful than alcohol is and you can still function unlike alcohol which clouds your mind. it is nearly impossible to overdose as well. what made the government ban a plant? aside from the effect it has on your body, it has hundreds if not thousands of uses in society from rope to making a biodegradable plastic. lemme know your opinion on this matter i'm very curious.

of course i like bob marley, peter tosh, buju banton, and all marley relatives but whats your favorite?