By Bird, 2011-01-16
My best friend/lover and I have decided to end our relationship and I am just truly heartbroken and feeling so empty. I know that time heals and all will be well in the end, but what have you all found has helped you reach that point without completely loosing it? It is really just so difficult because we are still madly in love and want it to work out, but he feels he needs to do some soul searching and cannot be my boyfriend while he has to focus so much on himself.
All I feel like doing is staying in bed and sleeping. I know I need to go out but it seems too much to handle. I could really use any helpful words or just support, because after spending all of my time with somebody for 3 years, not having them there is just uncomfortable and awful. I feel like I put my very being into this relationship and an integral part of myself is just gone now.
Also, all of our friends are mutual and not seeing him seems near impossible unless I become a hermit and never leave my room... but we even attend the same university.
By Bird, 2010-05-28