I'm feeling very lost and alone right now. I don't know where to turn. I have no family here, and my friends turned their backs to me, because of drama that led them tobelievetheir older friends, known to lie already, over this crustacean dread headed girl.

I don't know where I belong. I can't move. My court went terribly and my ex won. He gets her every second weekend and every thursday night, and I have to get the court's permission to move, otherwise I can have my daughter taken away.

I just want my life back. That which was torn from me. I just want to breathe. I want to fall into the arms of someone who can help me through these times. But there is no one here. My only chance to be embraced by the love I so admire is to find a way to move-- with my dearest Oriana-- out of this place.