When we get emotional, we do, or get the urge to do, drastic things. I won't even say what things go through my mind, but suffice it to say I decided to learn how to calm down and meditate after all of the destructive and ridiculous things I've done out of frustration or sadness lol. Emotions can be annoying sometimes. Anyway, I'm sorry you combed out your dreads but hey, you can dread them up again. All it takes is time, and we all have the time to let our hair dread, because it requires no effort at all. Go for it! And if you're feeling emotional/hormonal again and have that urge, come onto this site and rant, vent, ask for advice, etc. There's always people willing to listen and support