should i stay? or go aventure? i think anyone would enjoy reading this...
ok so i need some advice from anyone on here!
im 17 years old and iv already lived on my own twice.
when i was 16 i ran away and hitch hiked to denver colorado by myself. with no phone. no money nothn.
and lived perfectly fine. and i had the time of my life for the 5 months i lived there for.
but stuff happened. and i came home...
as of right now i am going to school and wash dish's at a local restarunt in wyoming... but starting trainting to be a cook at a way nice restaurant in 2 weeks!
i am a very adventures person and do what i want ushally, and know right from wrong, and how to say yes and no, i feel iunderstand life better than most people that have been living it for 40 years!
but i live under my brain washed, christain, un happy parents home again.
i am on unsupervised probation, and i get off in a month... this is the 3rd time iv been on probation too i love my maryjane, and other nateral drugs that open my mind more and more everytime yea no?
my plan is to go live in a lil hippy town in california.
hope fully meet a legit guy, and jus live a chill life. iv been single for over a year and a half lol
but heres were i need to make a big decison...
my good friend paul iv known this kid ever since i lived in this town that i do now.
hes my homeboy for sure, and we have always talked about leavin together.
he is leaving 2MORO to salt lake city.
and wants me to go with him. thats were his mom lives
so i can leave my senior year, and my job, and family and friends and shit to go wander around. and do my thing. i love meeting new people and big citys are really fun to me. as of right now this town iv lived in for like 7 years is like 10,000 and i know everyone. there is noone like me here. bitchs are crazy and alot of the dudes are dumb as hell. but dont get me wrong i know alot of real, legit people. but same ol thing all the time is not who i am.
i think this world we live on is ending soon! because of all the shit thats been going on. well honestly i could type about forever why i think this planet is fucked. but im not goin too lol
i am also a very anarchist, fuck the government. and ppl makin laws. and tellin me wat to do and stuff like that. i jus wanna go live in the woods for all i really care.
so should i stay and falllow what everyone wants, graduate high school? and keep my job makin money and shit?
or should i go be free?? and travel around and liven my life glourious
ahhhh i havve less than 24 hours to make up my mind. i might jus stick it out here till im 18 and get my shit done then go live the way i want. but its so fucking hard man! i love the thrill of change. so i got sumthinkin to do, oh yea haha i LOVE my dreads! and dont give a shit about when ppl hate on me for them, i have never ever dyed my hair, and now my hair is jus super clean, and my locks are gettin better everyday. their a lil over 2 months. but i think they look pretty sick. i dont wear makeup ever or anythin like that, i am a very straight fwrd chick, and this kid i would be livin with skateboards , jus like me. and i bmx and snowboard and all tha shit. the mountains are my back yard and i love it.
so california or origan is were me and him will go after kickin it in slat lake for awhile. ha wow i cant belive i jus wrote all this out to people i dont even know will be reading this but hit me up i wanna no if anyone else knows wat im sayin!!
lol later guys